Faith

I may not understand and know what God's plan is but all I can do is trust that He is in total control over what He does and situations will turn out for the best. But in my opinion, some people are just NOT meant to be parents, even if they are. I have not seen a mother who has such disdain for her child as her. Now I may have my head in the clouds or Hollywood fantasies but I choose to believe that there are real mothers out there will do ANYTHING for the child and love their child unconditionally. However, this is NOT her. She speaks to him with a rude and demanding voice like he's not a child who needs to be taught but an adult that knows everything already. She sits at the computer barking orders for him to do things instead of going to him, hold his hand and guide him to do what he needs to do. She refers to him as an "it" and acts like he's not even her child. And now she is bearing another one...another one out of wedlock as if she didn't learn ANYTHING from the first time. Sigh. My mom is coming back from HK in a week. I miss her.